Today was an amazing day!! All four of my men, showed up. All four.... my almost ... Fred, let us call him Fred... to protect the innocent... J not so much but, i saw his posts so well..... it is cool.... and OOC not so much but I saw him swagger, (even that, not so much cause he was walking slowly) I have a small rampage I am happy that OOC’s trip was cut short, so that I can see him for the rest of the week.. (which is odd because I was happy he was going away to give me sometime to feel better about things).
Yesterday I sent an sms to the guy I recently met... it was some lyrics to ‘where did our love go?’ by the Supremes... I could hear the song playing in my head most of the morning... and i had been having this desire to send it to him... and as i was having such a wonderful day i thought that no harm could come out of me sending it to him... so i did. And today he sent me a message... i was soo freaking happy!!! So freaking happy!!!! It went back and forth a little for a while...... which was good....
then a short while later I looked out of the window and there was OOC coming out of a car, looking all sexy and everything... it was weird I was very very sure that he was supposed to get back to the office on Monday next week at the least.. So I watched him for a while...
NOW for the big NEWS!!!! Drum roll...!!! On Saturday I went for a wedding and on my way to the wedding I listened to Abraham and I felt really really good. The whole wedding was SUPER... i mean i had a perfect day. In everyway, everything went my way. EVERYTHING!!! I met fun people, beautiful people noticed me! at some point I met this fun guy, and I had a great time with him, it was all of 6 minutes tops!! But it was great fun, I remembered thinking on my way to the wedding that, it wasn’t Fred that I wanted per se, it wasn’t OOC it was the feeling.... that is what I was after, the feeling..... and I remember after meeting this guy, I thought that, although, I had met many other guys, (more like 2 super cute guys) but none of them gave me that feeling... (maybe because I didn’t think they could)... J anyhoo, today at lunch time, he calls me and asks me if I am inside the office... an I was!!! Of late I have been wanting to have lunch away from the office but today I was... then he asks me, if I am wearing black or at least navy blue!!! And I was...!!!!!..... !!!!!...... !!! ..........!!!!!... Then we proceeded to have this odd conversation... THEN this evening I ask him how he could possibly have known where I was at the time!! And you know what he says? He says that a) I am employee of the month!!! (didn’t get that then...!!) And that one can tell the colours another is wearing from the tone of the voice!!!!! HUH!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I want to meet him and learn more... I am not yet at the feeling place BUT my dear Lord of Mercy... is it real?!! And Aber... really!!!! WOW!!!!!! Absolutely perfect... there is nothing more important than feeling good!!!! NOTHING!
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