Tuesday, December 8, 2009

My cat and my desire to be free

I have been having some issues with someone who I wish to interact in different manner with. Not been knowing what to do....

So fast forward yesterday, a lovely little cat came into my experience. Loving and everything and we spent a lovely majical night together where i fed it and it slept really close to me and it was okay.

Then this morning I discovered that I don't want to keep a cat. I love cats but I don't want one 24/7. That's it, that is all. I remembered that once a long time ago I felt that way about another cat, and soon that cat came out of my experience and I did nothing in that situation either.

So I now realise that there's nothing for me to do but relax and breath. Look to what I want and that is all I need to do. There's nothing for me to do but relax and breath and I thank God for that answer. It doesn't matter that I like cats, it doesn't matter that I fed it and was nice to it and everything all those don't matter. Actions don't matter,it is only my desire!