Today I am restarting. Today I am restarting to do what I have been wanting to do for nearly 20 years. Now it feels good. Now it feels doable. I have spent soo much time in the last 2 weeks just spending way too much time with Abraham. It was sooo good. I have been feeling really really good about me. I have been loving me soo much. I have been accepting me and my pot and my tyres, and loving me. I even went out and was soo uncomfortable around people who don't know how to be themselves. It feels sooo good. I am very happy. I want to keep track.
Today I read this post about a most wonderful dude who basically taught me how to create whatever you want. I want to keep a record of this. I want to keep a diary of this. I want to tell you all about it. I want to tell you what is going on around these things that I want.
Okay..... I want to be a coach, life coach and run a website.... That is what I am able to admit for now....
So day one
I walked today, for one hour. It was cool. I walked really slowly, for one hour. I was really extremely happy to walk for the sake of walking, not to loose weight. This past weekend I went to have new stuff made, you know that fit!!! It is weird... but I have been accepting who I am and just really having fun, and today I believe that a man I developed a crush on today did the same for me.
Work was interesting.... very interesting. I realise that I have to spend more time, listing the positive aspects of that job. It is a wonderful place, I get so much contrast, so much fodder to grow. I don't necessarily enjoy all this but, it is here, and I am getting good at really loving them. I am getting better at loving me. I am enjoying loving me. I love loving me. I enjoy loving me.
I want to add some pics in this blog, I thought, you know just to add some pazzaz.. I joke, maybe make it a little interesting.
This is good. ...
