Today I got a lesson in virtual reality from a person who doesn’t even believe!!!! Can you believe it!!! Oh my God!!! I remember this man I met once who I had a thing with in a foreign land and once he literally called me to him just by thinking about me. J and now sometimes I worry, I think the wrong things and I end up creating things that are not very good for me. But today my friend took me through what she does.... everyday... what she does everyday just daydreaming about this man and really just enjoying what she is doing and eventually he came to her, in ways that she could never have imagined and he got very close to her. In fact he is getting really close to her. He is getting really very close to her... can you believe it!!! It is actually working and she doesn’t even know what she is doing!!!!!
Well things are not only going well for her... for me today OOC held my hand... or at least he wanted to, he ended up holding my wrist cause well I chickened out but it actually happened. It actually happened, just the way I had imagined it! Better even!!! Better even!!! Better even. It was even better than I wanted it to be... Ooh you know what this means though.... nasty things are on the way... he he he he he he he
Oh yeah, remember my almost... well the whole day he ignored me and well communicated with the whole effing world... then finally I was able to feel better... I was able to feel better about things and you know what there waiting for me in my mail box was him... J it was nice and he it was really nice... I love; I saw love being in the vortex... there is nothing like it...
And I have just realised something.... this thing with my virtual reality practising friend it was driftwood. It was good, this morning with all its troubles, it was good. I was just reacting I was just recreating things of the old habits and which have nothing to do with what my life is about right now... there are things I have been listening to Abraham say of late... which was that this manifestations that I am living they are past tense.. the things I am thinking about, that is my present tense and of that I can control 100% .
ALSO... no one needs me. Not one person needs me to do anything for them, they are doing already really really well. Already even better than me. There is nothing for me to teach them... all this is maybe what I need to do to be more like them, to be normal like them.
I am not going to be a teacher because the world needs another teacher, I will be a teacher because I want to teach. Because it gives me joy to teach, when other people also have these tools to create lives that they can enjoy.
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