Lunch

This is me this afternoon, am I being too much? (Probably) but you see I have spent the afternoon discovering many new things. first I discovered that something I thought I had, some money actually, I don’t have it and it is money I felt I really needed, so well with that disappointment I was really tempted to use food to make me feel better about my situation. so I just stood there, feeling really sorry for myself and imagining just how much better I would be feeling if only I could have something to eat! But I just stood there for a while and tried to thank God for this situation., and try to be really grateful for this situation, though it was not making me particularly happy, but it will just have to. I think though that this is for the best. even from a worldly point of view. there was a moment there that I really just wanted to give up and take a shot of whiskey. so well ‘thank you God for my new situation and thank you also that I did gorge my face because of this situation’

I had instant noodles and some water. according to the packet, it had 341 calories. but I didn’t walk like I said I would. I don’t know how that affects me. Will let you know.

Also my ultra tight dress from this morning fits better now.... mostly due to the fact that the seems are coming apart!