New Beginings

Well here it is again. I am here again. A little depressed a little disatisfied with my life. It is better though, I have been dry, and my last attempt to run after a man failed again, my last attempt to get pity failed again, I have to move out of a house soon and nothing seems to be working. I may have to move in with someone who I don't like to live with, I constantly get angry in the mornings.... .Don't get me wrong many things are working in my life, like I said, I have been dry this week, I have been eating just enough food for me, I found a place to live well sort of, I am rebegining to do things that work, I have friends I like, I feel as though I could be loosing a little weight so more clothes will fit(btw, yesterday in the evening I saw Judy, you know from primary shchool, and she was pretty big, and hippy, but she looked sooo gorgeous!!! gave me hope, this is just a thing but it is not new, being over weight that is.)

Today at work things are going okay, I watched that programme on get what you want and I am working harder here at work. I just got a call from the big man regarding my impending throw-out. Okay these are the rantings of a depressed woman, so basically nothing is new.