Learnings

Today I am discovering that there really is more that I can do. I have lived, sort of in the dark, unconscious, sort of afraid of living, afraid of my passions, the things I wanted, running after people who do not care about me, generally running away from reality. To be honest, it is not really a bad life, it is okay, it is comfortable, things that are good do happen many surprises, but also to be honest, so do some bad things. I end up feeling sometimes that I could have more, be more, there is more, there is a better deal, there is more. I see others around me and see that they have more, and because I am not very different from them, I know that what they have I could have also. I am not so special that I can not have what they have, we are all the same and we all have the same potential, being human beings and all. So from this week I am trying to find out, to be better today than I was yesterday, trying to see how and when this will happen. Because believe me it will!!!!