Mmmhhh! Interesting

I for the last month have been really worried about money, and I mean really really worried. So I devised ways and means physical and non-physical ways to make this money come into my life. And it is weird because the more I was worried about money the more I didn’t have money and in fact my money dwindled almost completely. I was worried, it got worse I got to a place that I had no love in my life, all the things I thought brought me joy seized to do so! That was shocking to me; I thought I could derive joy from watching a fly flirting its wings!!!! Men, I thought I was super god! So here I was sad, depressed, pissed at the whole world, the whole freaking world!!!!!!
So now when I notice it is the whole world I begin to realise that it is in fact ME! The problem is with me. ME! Not the whole world, just me.

So it becomes clear that things have to change. I have to find a way to love me again. I have to find a way to love money again; I have to find a way to accept that ALL THAT IS has my wellbeing at hear. It took a while but I am in the vicinity of love. I am in the vicinity of self acceptance; I am in the vicinity of happiness again. I now know that all this will be well. Isn’t all this wonderful!!!